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Wednesday, August 01, 2007

I was confused, looking everywhere only to find that it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.

So what am I? What do I have but negativity, cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me

Nothing to lose, nothing to gain, hollow and alone. And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.

I stand alone-`

Saturday, July 07, 2007

i think i've become a true adrenaline junkie/thrill seeker.
some of the things i would love to try after A's/NS are Hang Gliding, Sky Dive, Train Surf, higher bungee, jump of hci Block A 2nd fl0or.
Wow, thats some crazy shit.

I stand alone-`

Sunday, April 29, 2007

this ironic. i am cantonese, i have a cantonese name, i don't speak cantonese.

so is my mandarin name still mandarin for it is derived from cantonese?

I stand alone-`

Saturday, February 17, 2007

My friends, i've got my O levels results last week and i'm only posting about it now, which is 45 min from Lunar New Year. I remember last year, at this very time, i was also posting. But, on that occasion, i was lamenting about something. Now, on a happier note, it is about o level results and the fun filled past week.

I had 8 Dist, marred by a B3 for English. 2 of my 8 As are A2, Chem and Bio, while the rest are A1. Many thanks to Miss Tay, Miss Phua, Mr Peacock, Mr Tay, Mrs Joseph and not forgetting our GRANDMASTER, Mr Mathew Lim. Though the results look good, they arent really good cause many people got the same score or around the region of 7 and 9. I reckon i will stay in AC.

Exactly 3 days ago was Valentine's day, school had AC FM, where the deejays couldn't make it, and flowers, choc and such give away. More importantly, or less, it was 3 of my friends birthday, Ong, Karen and Carey (the last 2 are twins).

So it all boils down to yesterday, AC celebaration for Lunar New Year. It was entertaining and all, mostly because Chuang Rui and I were laughing at people. It ended later than BP so we could not go back to catch the same old lion dance that have not change for the past 4 years. Well, i really was eagerly anticipating it.
Around 10-11 the same day, i had my seasonal prata party with my mates, this time at Al-Ameen at Hill View, same location as Gone Fishing. The meal was terrific, partly because it was free as Goh treated us for doing well. Who knows, maybe the next time it would be us treating him.

I stand alone-`

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?

The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine

It's hard to tell the night time from the day

You're losin' all your highs and lows

Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?

I stand alone-`

Thursday, January 18, 2007

I don't know wats wrong with me these days. Getting angry much easily, thankfully i can still control the temper. Things that i usually don't care about are affecting my mood more easily. Perhaps all the "niao-ing" from weeyong, "stupid face" from andy and "fake laugh" laugh from shawn is taking its toll.

Have you ever had the feeling of being from the outside looking in, thats what i've been feeling these few days too. Moreover, human sincerity seems lost too. Don't tell me its because of how the ACJC culture is cause you all probably know shit about it. In fact, they have been more sincere than BP people.

Curse you all non-believers, what i say is true, is that hard to believe? Look further my friends, your myopia is worse than i thought.

I stand alone-`

Friday, January 12, 2007

i have hypothesized a theory after watching a movie, aptly naming it the rules of separation. Before you think too deep into it, let me explain. It is not the type of separation which exist in BGR/BBR/GGR or whichever way you want it, instead it is like the engagement of separation between friends, like a rules of engagement which armies and police have, hence the name rules of separation.

Basically, my rules of separation, or should i say RULE of separation (there's only one) is

"Never say goodbye, I'll see you later".

Why you all may ask? Goodbye gives the feeling that the 2 parties will not meet anymore, which is rarely the case. When you leave school, leave home, you shouldn't say goodbye as it is as if you are wishing the other for the last time. This may be a constituent of bad luck some may say. One will good bye only when one is leaving for a long period of time, for e.g. Gavin is going to New Zealand for 2 weeks, hence it is appropriate for him to say good bye. Another senario, Gavin is going to the washroom, why then should he say good bye unless he gets blanket party in the toilet, head flushed in the toilet bowl or drown in the sink for unknown reasons. Thus its more appropriate for him to say " See you later"

Furthermore wouldn't you feel saying "See you later" or its other variants is more sincere than saying good bye? At least i feel so.

I stand alone-`