shit

2007-08-01T20:47:00.000+08:00

I was confused, looking everywhere only to find that it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.

So what am I? What do I have but negativity, cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me

Nothing to lose, nothing to gain, hollow and alone. And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.

2007-07-07T22:27:00.001+08:00

i think i've become a true adrenaline junkie/thrill seeker.
some of the things i would love to try after A's/NS are Hang Gliding, Sky Dive, Train Surf, higher bungee, jump of hci Block A 2nd fl0or.
Wow, thats some crazy shit.

2007-04-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

this ironic. i am cantonese, i have a cantonese name, i don't speak cantonese.

so is my mandarin name still mandarin for it is derived from cantonese?

2007-02-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

My friends, i've got my O levels results last week and i'm only posting about it now, which is 45 min from Lunar New Year. I remember last year, at this very time, i was also posting. But, on that occasion, i was lamenting about something. Now, on a happier note, it is about o level results and the fun filled past week.

I had 8 Dist, marred by a B3 for English. 2 of my 8 As are A2, Chem and Bio, while the rest are A1. Many thanks to Miss Tay, Miss Phua, Mr Peacock, Mr Tay, Mrs Joseph and not forgetting our GRANDMASTER, Mr Mathew Lim. Though the results look good, they arent really good cause many people got the same score or around the region of 7 and 9. I reckon i will stay in AC.

Exactly 3 days ago was Valentine's day, school had AC FM, where the deejays couldn't make it, and flowers, choc and such give away. More importantly, or less, it was 3 of my friends birthday, Ong, Karen and Carey (the last 2 are twins).

So it all boils down to yesterday, AC celebaration for Lunar New Year. It was entertaining and all, mostly because Chuang Rui and I were laughing at people. It ended later than BP so we could not go back to catch the same old lion dance that have not change for the past 4 years. Well, i really was eagerly anticipating it.
Around 10-11 the same day, i had my seasonal prata party with my mates, this time at Al-Ameen at Hill View, same location as Gone Fishing. The meal was terrific, partly because it was free as Goh treated us for doing well. Who knows, maybe the next time it would be us treating him.

2007-01-28T18:52:00.000+08:00

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?

The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine

It's hard to tell the night time from the day

You're losin' all your highs and lows

Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?

2007-01-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

I don't know wats wrong with me these days. Getting angry much easily, thankfully i can still control the temper. Things that i usually don't care about are affecting my mood more easily. Perhaps all the "niao-ing" from weeyong, "stupid face" from andy and "fake laugh" laugh from shawn is taking its toll.

Have you ever had the feeling of being from the outside looking in, thats what i've been feeling these few days too. Moreover, human sincerity seems lost too. Don't tell me its because of how the ACJC culture is cause you all probably know shit about it. In fact, they have been more sincere than BP people.

Curse you all non-believers, what i say is true, is that hard to believe? Look further my friends, your myopia is worse than i thought.

2007-01-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

i have hypothesized a theory after watching a movie, aptly naming it the rules of separation. Before you think too deep into it, let me explain. It is not the type of separation which exist in BGR/BBR/GGR or whichever way you want it, instead it is like the engagement of separation between friends, like a rules of engagement which armies and police have, hence the name rules of separation.

Basically, my rules of separation, or should i say RULE of separation (there's only one) is

"Never say goodbye, I'll see you later".

Why you all may ask? Goodbye gives the feeling that the 2 parties will not meet anymore, which is rarely the case. When you leave school, leave home, you shouldn't say goodbye as it is as if you are wishing the other for the last time. This may be a constituent of bad luck some may say. One will good bye only when one is leaving for a long period of time, for e.g. Gavin is going to New Zealand for 2 weeks, hence it is appropriate for him to say good bye. Another senario, Gavin is going to the washroom, why then should he say good bye unless he gets blanket party in the toilet, head flushed in the toilet bowl or drown in the sink for unknown reasons. Thus its more appropriate for him to say " See you later"

Furthermore wouldn't you feel saying "See you later" or its other variants is more sincere than saying good bye? At least i feel so.

2007-01-02T07:58:00.000+08:00

So, how was my trip to auckland, some have asked?

To begin with, the trip lasted for 2 weeks and i travelled the north island. The minute details i shall leave out, only sharing the highlights of the trip.

First, there was the trip to SkyCity which was the tallest tower in the Southern Hemisphere. I got to see someone jump off the top. The jump cost about 195NZD, hardly worth it if you ask me as the person seemed to fall at constant speed.

Second, there was the big Reverse Bungee somewhere in the city near Queen Street. It cost 40 NZD and it was worth every penny. There was a crowd of about 100 people gathering near the launch site to watch our accent. I took the ride with my Hom' boys Troy and Man-O-J, it was a crack up i must add.

Third, the beach!!!! The beach was wide with strong winds which resulted in stronger waves. The water was cold ass. No sun or soft sand for beach volleyball.

Fourth, Rainbow's End. Rainbow's End is the only theme park in New Zealand from what i heard, and i'm very lucky it is located 15 min away from Abe's house. We did karting, Roller Coaster for 4 times in a row, log fumes, pirate ship, more karting where i got a whack in the head from the backlash after being banged from behind by a girl ( dun think otherwise )

Fifth, Christmas feast! There was three tables full of food. Beef, chicken, turkey, pork, lamb, fish strawberry custard, lemon marangue and so much more.

The most memorable thing i remembered from the holiday in new zealand is the feed. Sorry, but i'm only a guy, food seems more important. BIG BIG FISH, FRESH NZ BLUFF OYSTER, ROASTED CHICKEN, ENDLESS AMOUNT OF DESSERT.

For the new year, we hanged out at clarke quey(pronounced key, not kueh) but i was tired from the fun we had at Genting from 29-31. The details i shan't mention, but i was fun to say the least.

2006-12-22T11:08:00.000+08:00

i've officially integrated into this kiwi community which i've adopted. I cant seem to stop emphasising how cool the weather is, even though the summer as caught up with auckland.
I believe i'm going to do the reverse bungee in town of auckland which cost 40NZD which is probably cheaper than that in Singapore, not that i know the price of that in Singapore.
Also, i'm going to the beach on saturday, that will be fun, more surfing, not like you people back home know anything about, and sight seeing if you know wat i mean.
Once again, i implore people back home to catch up with the caucasian, hispanics and mauri. (especially the female counterpart if you know what i mean, only a joke)

2006-12-15T06:58:00.000+08:00

Currently in auckland. its summer here, not winter. In case y'all didnt know, the southe rn hemisphere has the opposite season cycle to that of the northern hemisphere. Though its summer, its still cold. Gotta weat a jumper/jersey/sweater when i go outdoors. I'm wearing the scarf i got from jx too when i go to sleep.

Yesterday i went to ROTORUA, about 2 hrs drive from where i'm staying, to see Troy's leavers' and prize giving ceremony. Had a shopping at Sylvia Park, bought you mates some gifts, but the stuff here ain't cheap. The GST is 12.5%, you do the math.

Picked up the New Zealand lingo and accent yesterday, will be speaking weirdly when i get home for sure.

The people here are much more friendlier, better than the low-grade back home.

12 more days and i'll be back, don't miss me, thats us.

2006-12-09T15:12:00.000+08:00

get on the dancefloor where the music is free.

party till the dawn's gone with me.

2006-12-03T03:47:00.000+08:00

4 years of accumulation down the drain
For the very fact i didn't use my brain
What ever made me think i could be like them
Just like this, i lost my femme

2006-12-02T00:24:00.000+08:00

French Romantism meets Italian Charisma

Thats the term i came up with. I shall epitomize it when i return from New Zealand after 2 weeks. Sure will miss my friends.

2006-11-22T00:23:00.000+08:00

当世事再没完美
可远在岁月如歌中找你?

This is probably one of the corniest phrase in chinese, but when said in Cantonese, it's probably one of the most romantic.

2006-11-14T09:48:00.000+08:00

Since holidays are coming, i'm puting a list of things to buy

PS3 - $760
Intel Core 2 Extreme QX6700 - $600
ASUS P5B (Intel 965P) DDR2-800MHz - $220
Nvidia GTS 8800 640 MB - $750

I've given up on any chance of buying a mp4 player, as the total cost is $2330. Need some sponsership. Oh man...

2006-11-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

just to clear things up, though no one is asking, my chinese name is 叶佳明. Beautiful or not, i dun really care. But honestly, i prefer my name when it is read in cantonese, so did my parents, hence...

2006-11-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

Hmm, i don't know if you all found out that Eighth Wonder, in collaberation with Banyan tree i think, have proposed an IR call Harry's Island.

Before i begin, I hope you all realised that our Great Leader Lee Kuan Yew english name is Harry, as he cofirmed in his memoirs, which i read during sec 1 to improve english.

So i shall begin now, Harry's Island will be a landmark the Sentosa. Besides owning the building beside Colombus Court and in front of Victoria theatre( i do hope you know what it is), Harry will unofficially own our resort island. Why, because of the aprostraphe, and not because Harry is any living person. Hmm. If there's a paradise, its Harry's.

Personally, i think eighth wonder did this to make the IR more Singaporean. Afterall its impossible to change the statue or the Merlion or Stamford Raffles to a father and son, and possibly grandson, monuments. But maybe naming harry is to refer to everyday Singaporeans like Brown said. Tom, dick and harry refer to the average people. Calling it Tom's island will make the IR too Caucasian, and Dick's Island would not pass scrutiny. Hence, Harry's Island.

After reading this, if you wish to have more entertainment in the form of eating the possible Harry's sausage roll and nuts(kachang pute(sp?)) while laying on Harry's big phat beach and chilling with Harry's Ice Popcicles and kicking about Harry's balls, please go listen to Mr Brown podcast on Nov 6. Brilliant piece.

Disclaimers : This post meant no harm whatsoever and most content were based on assumptions and personal response to news. No harm intended or resentment towards anyone was expressed. This is not a show of disrespect or any defamatory was intended to anyone. Thank you.

2006-11-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

This a short conversation Doctor Shanktar and I had. Please read.

[ gentle giant ] - 2nd time around and i'm still scared Wont be the best, so just let me diE, DIE <9 says:
so hows are you doctor shanktar
Vance - says:
Doing fine, mate
Vance - says:
so old lady... how've you been
Vance - says:
been to the medium?
[ gentle giant ] - 2nd time around and i'm still scared Wont be the best, so just let me diE, DIE <9 says:
same old thing, cooking
[ gentle giant ] - 2nd time around and i'm still scared Wont be the best, so just let me diE, DIE <9 says:
hmm , his been busy with this Indian man who claims to teach eng, ironical
[ gentle giant ] - 2nd time around and i'm still scared Wont be the best, so just let me diE, DIE <9 says:
and he looks awefully like the man i serve
Vance - says:
Oh does this Indian man happen to have the name 'Krishna'?
[ gentle giant ] - 2nd time around and i'm still scared Wont be the best, so just let me diE, DIE <9 says:
hmm, i believe so, he "felt desolate " and was "hopelessly miserable
[ gentle giant ] - 2nd time around and i'm still scared Wont be the best, so just let me diE, DIE <9 says:
at times
Vance - says:
my oh my...
Vance - says:
he was my client
[ gentle giant ] - 2nd time around and i'm still scared Wont be the best, so just let me diE, DIE <9 says:
but sometimes, he " went about his work with a light heart"
Vance - says:
he got so F-ing whiny and irritating that i killed his wife
[ gentle giant ] - 2nd time around and i'm still scared Wont be the best, so just let me diE, DIE <9 says:
and he "felt as if a dead load has been lifted"
Vance - says:
told him it ws 'typhiod'
[ gentle giant ] - 2nd time around and i'm still scared Wont be the best, so just let me diE, DIE <9 says:
good on you mate
Vance - says:
she was just having a cold and he got so fucked up
Vance - says:
he felt tt me going to the house was 'beneficial' and freakin wanted me to go everyday
Vance - says:
MAN
Vance - says:
and his mom called a Swamji? joke
[ gentle giant ] - 2nd time around and i'm still scared Wont be the best, so just let me diE, DIE <9 says:
i remembered distinctly he had a irritating daughter who was fond of saying this " bathe me father"
Vance - says:
yea like wtf
Vance - says:
cant she bathe herself
[ gentle giant ] - 2nd time around and i'm still scared Wont be the best, so just let me diE, DIE <9 says:
must be feeling "the absence of her mother"

2006-11-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

i want a samsung K5 please. Thank you.

2006-10-29T23:31:00.000+08:00

My two weeks ticket to new zealand is booked, thanks to Ed, love you. I only hope Andy can get on the same flight so he can go. Please let it happen. Also, the trip down to Genting with the guys is almost confirm, but a coach ride which cost $120, Shawn it better be good.

Gonna have a busy vacation, love it.

2006-10-28T14:00:00.000+08:00

After 4 lovely years in Bukit Panjang, there is still one thing that i make no bones about is the school cheer, and how horrendous it is. It makes no sense at all. Whenever someone shouts the q for the cheer, i look around to see what is there to check out. There is absolutely nothing to check out, besides myself of course. At the band comp, it is quite obvious the thing to check out the band that is performing. You don't have to be Enistein or Newton to figure that out. After a public performance, what is there to check out besides an empty stage? The person who started the cheer? No way, our students are not yet qualified to be checked out, if you know what i mean. After a celebration, what is there to check out again? The two emcees that are leaving? Or the pussy cat that is going up on stage to ask the t'chers to leave? Or do you mean, " Yo check it out, there's an empty stage. Can someone please go up and entertain us?" Well thats what it meant, isn't it?

Another thing, though Choa Chu Kang and Bukit Panjang are pronouns, it doesn't mean that they will respond to you, even if you "oi" them "All the way" or "slay" all of them. After all, it is only two constituency, there isn't much to slay anyways. Even if you meant to call the MPs of the two SMCs, you probably wont get a respond either.(Think of empty promise of sports complex at BP)

One more thing, to whatever thing you meant that will "charge", maybe CCK and BP again, you will not, WILL NOT, barge through them. Even SDP couldn't.

2006-10-24T21:33:00.000+08:00

I'm in a super big dilemma. My mainboard only has 939 socket for AMD processors. But the Intel Core 2 duo is the best in the markets now, what to do. Must spend up to 800 for Intel processor and new mainboard that must have PCI-Express so i dun have to spend more on compatible graphic card. There goes my dream of a new K2 skate.

2006-10-21T13:02:00.000+08:00

today i shall discuss about style. No its not the part of the pistil or carpel or gynoecium which holds the stigma and is above the ovary, but its style as in fashion.

You may think i am not in the postion to discuss about this, but it doesnt take a smart person to know a smart person when he sees one, or a unkempt person to know whether i place is filthy. I have catogorize the styles into distinct group like discontinuous variation as there is no range of measurement for one extreme to another and there is no intermediate effect of either style (except for one) like co-dominance. The two groups are male's style and female's style, hence you will understand why there is only one intermediate style

For males, the styles are easy to notice. First, there is the gangsta-rap-shirt-too-big-but-i-dun-know-with-fake-diamonds style. As the name suggest, its basically a style which originated from the United States. Made famous by the black rappers for wearing shirts that are too big with chain as thick as two fingers hanging from their neck.

The second style is button-all-the-way-including-collar style,which is mainly seen in disillusioned malay teens whom like wearing shirts, not T-shirts, and button every button including the collar. But what do they know about wing collar, spread collar and band collar. Bunch of posers. To top of this look, one should put on a trucker, or cap. Most will go surfer's brand like Quiksilver, whether its authentic, its for those guys to decide

The third style is the-look-i-own-a-cap-aka-trucker-if-you-didnt-know style where guys wear a cap regardless of the weather conditions which i find is the most ridiculous. Well, if the reason is because of a bad hair day, then its fine by me. Predominantly patronized by male teens once again, the distinct feature is the slunting the cap one side so that the cap will fail to serve its purpose. But what purpose is there when most males wear the cap after dusk? And gone are the days of Pokemon's Ash Ketchum drawing the cap backwards which we so diligently followed when we were children.

The first female style i have observed its the i'm-wearing-very-short-pants-and-i-dun-know-why-i'm-feeling-cold style. Its mostly used by female students who choose to study outside rather than the peaceful home. They would wear trousers that are very short, though i know no male would object, meant for sporting activities like running, netball and such to study at air conditioned places and after a while they would complain its cold. I wonder why? Maybe singaporean girls are following the trend in the USA where teenage girls think its cuter, prettier, sexier and smarter to act or be dumb.

The second female style, which is the only one which can be catogarized under continuous variation, is the are-you-a-girl-or-guy-or-in-between-and-why-your-hair-is-like-mine style. The style's features include ladies wearing clothings meant for males, talking like males, swearing like males, talking unrefinely and layering their hair until its like male's. At the point in time, i would like to reassert that males are the superior race as there is an increasing trend of female idolizing male's style and religiously keeping up with it. Honestly, i do not know when the i'm-a-female-but-i-want-to-look-like-a-male style actually begins

As you can see, the fashion in Singapore and SEA is very unique and even intriguing, just like the culture, food and political ideas on democaracy.

2006-10-17T21:21:00.000+08:00

This song is called "Thank you for Democracy" from Mr Brown Show in the tune of Thank you for the Music by ABBA.

Disclaimers: If any gar-ment official is reading this, i'm not stealing intellectual property. I'm just sharing KNOWLEDGE. I have no intention of defaming anyone and i do not want to be bankrupt.

here it goes, do read it.

Thank you for democracy, the troops are coming
Tanks in bangkok with yellow ribbon
Thaksin is in london, but where can his money be...
I'm so lucky, i have an army choosing leaders for me,
so i say thank you for democracy and giving it to me

Our soldiers are armed to the teeth, but they have orders to smile
They will shoot at protester but make time to post for a child
Oh this may be a coup, but we shouldn't be rude
They're overthrowing Thaksin for our own good
People voted their man, but some general was not his fan

So i say thank you for democracy, the troops are coming
Tanks in bangkok with yellow ribbons, but where can his money be...
I'm so lucky, i have an army choosing leaders for me
So i say thank you for democracy for giving it to me

We've been so lucky, we got ourselves a new PM
I want to sing out loud on national radio,
but must wait
till martial law
lifts the ban...
So i say, thank you for democracy the trrops are coming
Tanks in bangkok with yellow ribbn
Thanksin fly to london, but where can his money be..
I'm so lucky i have an army choosing leaders for me
So i say thank you for democracy for giving it to me

So i say thank you for democracy for giving it to me

2006-10-07T22:30:00.000+08:00

Classical concerts, School Formal, Ball, Leavers' Ball, Leavers' Dinner, Debutante Ball, Studentbalen, Abiball, Studniówka, Vanhojen tanssit, Matric Dance . Can anyone guess what i'm saying?

2006-10-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

For my fellow football players, as Anthony Burgess said " Five days shalt thou labour". The seventh day is for thou family, The sixth day is for football.

There's an international break, which means no hoping man utd or chelsea losing and Real Madrid, Fifa club of the XX century, winning.
But its ok, because winning doesn't really matter as long as you win. Ponder over that.

2006-10-06T19:04:00.000+08:00

Before reading, please go to View->Enoding->Unicode. If you cant find it, it is under More.

I listened to 听妈妈的话 on my friends MP3 and after 1 day i had this thought. < The controvesy begins here >. Caveat Emptor! Read at your own discretion.

You would expect me to say how inspired i am by the song and how i should learn to treasure my parents and all that. If you did, you were and will always be wrong ( don't try to predict my moves, never works ). Instead, i begin feeling disgusted. No, not at the song, its a good song, but i am disgusted by those who after listening to this song would tell their friends " I am going to be more obedient " or what not. You see, the thing is, I have seen such scene at the end of SparkC and Outward Bound Singapore. The participants said they would learn to treasure what they have, help their mother in housework, or 听妈妈的话 yadayada(ms phua). To these people i say screw you, fuck you, CB, LJ, KNN. Honestly, can't they be more honest. Maybe they were honest at the moment they said such things, but trust me, after 1800 minutes and some seconds later, you would forget what you said and begin disobeying your parents. Its perpetual nonsense.
The way i see it, these people's mouths are writing cheque their arse can't cash. Well if you don't understand that, they are not doing what they promise. The main point here is not about 你有没有听妈妈的话，but is carrying out what you say.

2006-09-28T18:05:00.000+08:00

i got back my prelim results. go figure.

2006-09-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

i heard the song Dirty Little Secret over the radio, so went to stream it to listen again. There is a particular line in the song, the chorus for that matter, that goes like this " i'll keep you my dirty little secret".

Hence I pondered as usual, asking myself this question, how would someone, either male or female, feel if another person of the opposite sex ask, "Would you be my dirty little secret?"

Ever thought of that? Please tag on how you would feel if the opposite sex did ask you that question? Thanks

2006-09-19T10:56:00.000+08:00

Have you ever what would happen if 4t1 was situated beside 3t1? Successors beside those they look up too? maybe? What would ever to both classes?

All these questions were all rightfully answered, with some help from my team mate Ong Yong CHEE who must say BYE to his volleyball career for the next 6 months due to his ankle or archilles or.. who really cares? Its only Nono (inside joke)

There is no effect on us, and thats that.

But i believe this will have added pressure on them. Or maybe we are not around long enough to exert an influence over them. Afterall, we are in class only for a meniscue amount of time. But who knows and who cares? Why am i even posting this? Why do I even have buy a computer? Why do i pay GST for buying this desktop which eventually goes to the government? Why am i so stupid (listen to mrbrown's IU ringtone)

2006-09-14T19:07:00.000+08:00

In view of Singlish being discussed on ST Forums, i would like to talk about english, and the various form that exist in Singapore or around the world.

First, for those who know me, it is undubitable that i will discuss on the Indian English. It is a form of English which exist mainly in England, Central Asia and South East Asia among the community. This variant is only possible for the "curly-tongue" people. It is characterised by its emphasis on "R", "L" and the inability to pronounce the 5 vowels.

Secondly, there exist the Chinese English. For those who do not know what are Chinese, it is not the Chinese race, but Citizens of the People's Republic of China. There are mainly two forms. One is the Cantonese English. The sentences are mostly ended with higher pitch and are mostly flat. It has a high tendency to to induce laughter. The tone is is like a sin curve, up down up down.
There is the Beijing Chinese. It is also developed by the curly tongue people. Unlike the Canto-Lish, it is rather monotonous as the pitch variation in Chinese is not able to be translated over to speaking English, unlike Cantonese where there are 9 pitch, but there is only 2 brought over.

Third, the Japanese English. It is more known for introducing "san", "hai" into english sentence. It is rather pleasent to listen to except for when a man is counting numbers after nine.( the Jap bloke learning English on youtube)

There is the European English. Its quite standard, but not widely used as European seemed to be proud of their lingua franca (French, Dutch, German, Italian)

Next up is the version that is predominant in girls, the fake american teenager English. It is common among Northern Indian girls from educated families, malay and chinese girls who watched too much Amercian show or Mean Girls. It like consist mainly of like "like" in to the sentence, as demonstrated. "He is LIKE so hot.. She is LIKE so uncool.. "

Then, there exist the Newscaster-English, with a strong english accent and sometimes weird pitch. Why is it that our news have to be delivered in fake B-B-C(watch talking cock parliament)? Does a BBC accent sound more authorataive to post colonial Singaporeans? The only difference i see from watching BBC and Channel 5 news is that BBC's newscaster do more hand action and tilting of head slightly, in what i believe is to be an attempt to make broadcasting in what already is boring news slightly more intimate.

There is another form of English, developed by our first Prime Minister, solely for the use of speeches, called the Stiff Upper Lip. It now widely employed by his the best candidate to be successor( is it a coincidence it is his son, you infer whatever you wish) There is a strange variety of Stiff Upper lip used by many English teachers, yet they are the one who encourage the British English.

So after reading this, maybe you will take note of your proNUNciation, not pronounciation. You see the thing is, we all speak English, but some English is more English than others.

2006-09-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

Rest in peace, Great Australian, Wildlife's hero, The Crocodile Hunter.
You died doing what you loved, this is your tribute, Crikey!

2006-09-03T12:12:00.000+08:00

damn my cantonese is horrendous. I must improve. Will begin on my quest for better cantonese after O levels.
Its embarassing for a cantonese to not speak the lingo, the problem will soon be rectify.

2006-09-02T23:13:00.000+08:00

task at hand : study for geography, amath and physics.
I really do hope i get A1s for these subjects.

Something to post about.

Respect's given where it's due
funny
fellow wordplayers
"gift of the gab"ers
sportsmen/sportswomen

Despise those who oppose
cowards
gays
tries to be funny but fails miserably
attention seeker
fountain of shit

so please dun get on the wrong side, lest you hope to feel the wrath of thy tongue

2006-08-11T19:03:00.000+08:00

today is the day! I got my A1 for chinese, after 2 attempts, and i've decided to cut my hair like Sheva, Ballack and The Special One.( for those not enlighten, Sheva is Shevchenko, The Special One is the irritating Jose Mourinho)

Watch out Mr Tan Hak Soon and Zhi Hao, and all the others who have super short hair. I shall have the shortest hair in school. Mwhahahaahahaha

2006-08-08T19:44:00.000+08:00

You're Totally Sarcastic

You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny.
Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it.
And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad.

How Sarcastic Are You?

2006-08-02T19:14:00.000+08:00

4t1 2006 BPGHS

the best yet

2006-07-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

this is 10% luck, 20% skill, 15% concentrated power of will, 5% pleasure, 50% pain, and 100% reason to remember the name.

2006-07-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

just something from taylor hick's new song , "Do I Make You Proud? .
His song is very valid, whatever we do in life, its always go to stop for a second and ask, do i make you proud? Now, who is this 'you' ? It can be your parents, your granny, your deceased father whom you have no memory of, your deceased german shepard, your teachers, or even the one you loved ( now how valid is that?) . The list is endless. Nevertheless, stopping for a while to ask this question poses no harm, you can even set a list of qns you may ask yourself after a day. But on that list, there is always a first, and it is "Do I make you proud? " (think Mercedes advert)

2006-07-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

Next on my list
become a liscensed diver and finish learning my waltz routine.

2006-07-03T20:42:00.000+08:00

yes laugh at me if you want. After my outcry of loyalty to Espana, they lost to France. Although Spain didn't deserve to lose, Zizou's ( a los galaticos legend) France were worthy winners. Though i must point out, Barcelona's horrible captain Puyol lost the game for us, proving once again Madrid is the better team and Catalans are the Archilles heel of Spain, the Black Sheep among the Spainards.
In this World Cup, I also discovered a lot of soccer supporters, and also Spain supporters ( or Fernando Torres fans), in people i could not fathom, which is quite cool.
The match between Brazil and France was one with huge importance to both nations, book makers and fans alike. From a philosophical point of view, I believe it was especially important for 2 sporting brand giants, namely Germany based Adidas and from the USA, Nike. Basically, it was the Adidas sponsored France versus the Nike sponsored Brazil, and by now many would have known the result, an enormous victory for adidas. In the Olympics, Nike has constantly proved superior to Adidas in Track and Field, so this is a sweet victory for Adidas.

2006-06-26T19:00:00.000+08:00

screw all of you who are jumping on the bandwagon after seeing heroic performance by Ghana and España. Search your hearts, you know you are supporting them because they have become so good.
I must stress the importance of this one more time, when I was declaring my support for Cote d'Ivoire, Togo, Ghana, Tunisia, and Spain and garnering support for them, i received nothing but shit and laughter from you all. I knoe i'm supporting too many teams, but at least i have been true to my team. Now look, i hear "go Ghana" at the back of my class. Why the sudden change of hearts? I even hear marcus saying " Ghana is the only African team i support". Fuck you, stop being hypocrtical. You know you haven't been supporting them. It seems you are not that smart at all, Ghana is the only African team you can support cause only they made it. Wilson Boo too (no pun intended, but nice rhyme), I clearly remembered you wrote them off and made fun of me when i declared my support for Spain, but i must admit you did gave the Africans an outside chance. But my qualms are that you all are being hypocritical and you know it. Just because England isn't doing so well, you should jump on the bandwagon, you are all like the new Roman's Chelsea supporters.
Hypocritical people don't deserve to feel to joy of España greatness, which i have once too many said, and Ghana's unexpected victory. You all may laugh at me again after Ghana lose to Brazil, but as a true support, i don't give damn. If you are one of those who give up on a team after they lose, you ain't a true fan, not by a mile.

2006-06-17T12:25:00.000+08:00

Yes! Spain convincingly won their opener, a brace from villa and brilliance from wonderkid torres. I hope that will silence all the critics. I remember before the world cup, when i told my friends i'm rooting for España, they all laughed at me. Look how good spain is now. My only regret is our capitán, Raul, isn't playing, but as long as Spain is winning, who cares.

Venir Encendido España

2006-05-25T19:13:00.000+08:00

WOOOO! SOUL PATROL! SOUL PATROL! SOUL PATROL! Proud to be part of the soul patrol! WOO! Taylor won, and he fully deserves it. A great all-rounded singer who can entertain the crowd just like that.

Anyway, i would like to say something about the colour blue. More often than not, blue is associated with neutral, calmness and other virtue of that sort. However, today i shall do a little passage featuring the different faces of the word blue.

XXX's name is in the blue book as he is blue-blooded. Over the years, he has fought for the rights of the blue-collar workers, an advocator of equality among all humans. Just recently, he was part of the team that arrested the wanted Bluebeard. Though the criminal attempted to escape, XXX was like a blue streak and took him down with the slightest of ease. Known across the literary world, he has received many blue ribbons for his works.
He is an all time favourite among the blue stockings. He is also popular among the stock brokers as he knows what are the bluechips. Many have the blue devils whenever they can't catch a glimpse of him.

My Blue Story.

2006-05-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

jonathan asked, no implored me to update my blog, so did some others. so now i shall fulfill all your request, but what is one to do when he has nothing to write? So here's a little unrhymey rhyme :

Invented this rhyme so I can start blessin y'all,
checking kids at chin and make them all crawl.
Many y'all have tried to shake me,
but i spun around and to show y'all what i'm made of,
cast a spell of ratrace on all you who tried me,
so you can try on,
leave you without a shoulder to cry on,
so fight on,
and be gone.

After writing that, i was edified, i know what to post. mid year was so-so, expected more, much more. mid year is important for DSA, but i failed one, so don't know what will be the results.
Overview : 3 A1, 1 A2, 2 B4, 2 C5, 1 D7.

I have been seeing quite a number of those think of twenty ppl thing on other's blog, and i remember i was tagged by someone, cant remember, and also by daniel for that 7 qualities of your ideal perfect lover, so guess what, aint going to do it. maybe some other time. Bet many waiting to see the 7 qualities so can impress me, HAHA. Big ego, aint I? was a joke only, no harm intended.

2006-04-14T22:56:00.000+08:00

I really hate the staff and management of BPGHS, they are so hypocritical. Shirleen Ong only wants to bask in all the glory from the media, teachers have myopia. I've no more pride for my school. From today onwards, I shall release myself from all the obligation to the school.

2006-04-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

Mr Roy Ng recommended a wonderful read on Wednesday and i agree. That is the vanishing act of The 7 endangered wonders of the world on Newsweek April 17 issue. How coincidental that on the day that i was going to read the report, which is Thursday, i saw the same report on MSN Today. Here's the link http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/12113285/site/newsweek/ . Its almost identical, why? cause both are Newsweek International Edition. dumb. But the main reason for this post is the small column at the bottom of the 3rd page of the report titled " Most Endangered Wildlife " . It really came as a huge shock to me that the Black Rhino has enter the single digits. Furthermore, saiga antelope population has plunged by 97%. Fuck all you illegal poachers, hunters and especially those who buy goods produced from theses animals. Seriously, why do you need Rhino skin or Antelope skin for? Its kinda grotesque displaying these animals "products" if you ask me.

Wide as all the world, great, high, and unbelievably white in the sun.

This one line made thousands swarm to the Kilimanjaro peak. With all due respect, its a magnificent line, but the Kilimanjaro is disappearing partially due to it too, so is it still that wonderful?

Oh ya, there's a line about Iraq and its hysterical. " The WMF list of the 100 most endangered world heritage sites spans 55 countries. Topping the list: Iraq—not the Iraq Museum or the Al Askariya shrine, but the entire country. " Iraq is endangered, just what you wanted ain't it Saddam? LOL

stickin' to the wordplay

sorry

2006-04-10T19:42:00.000+08:00

sometimes i speak with a sacarstic tone, just to inject some humour and nothing else, yet i feel many extrapolate my tone incorrectly. I have no purpose to put anyone down, humilate anyone, or at occasions, put myself up. I know its partly my fault, but if you cant laugh with a joke, please don't think i'm laughing at you.

I realised this today when i seen the expression, reaction of some ppl. This made me reflect (man i hate this word, but its the only suitable one here), I was edified. Ppl around me, classmates, friends or even ppl i do not know, will be, have been, is hurt by things i said sometimes. So to all these ppl, friends, and unintention parties, a word for you in my new tongue " navré ".

I also believe that i'm accountable to those I've hurt, directly or indirectly, and i owe them a reason. For starters, I will still continue to speak the way i chose, that wont change. But now, the reason : i've said what i said because i can't resist the temptation. "Temptation?" you may ask, but people that i've given my sharp tongue to literally gave themselves away, i.e. put themselves away for the killing. A particular action or speech exposed a weakness to be exploited, in singlish for all laymen : got chance to suan them. So basically, i saw the chance to suan, so i dived straight in for it. My attacks are like volleys of arrows, one needle see blood (chinese idiom), no chance for you to fight back, well plan strategic move, a coup for me. Mercenary some may say, but to be frank, i blew my reason up by gianormous porportion, it aint that heavy, or serious. But like what i said above, its all in the name of fun, no harm intended for the victims.

sarang heyo

2006-04-01T10:50:00.000+08:00

Yay, volleyball is finally over, but it all ended in a low. We got screwed, period. But its all cool, we played like a top 4 team. I'll probably take a 1 month break, then return to train for the U-19 comp and make my mark on the circuit for the DSA, but its a weird feeling to not need to stay back for training everyday. My physique and fitness will inevitably go down, so i decided to do a personal training routine with effect from today 9.35 am, when i went to run about 6 km, following the bus 307 route to lot 1 and back home. Oh yah, i saw shi hua and fathullah as i ran. I believe this is a testament to my determination, a feat worth applauding. Lol..

With this free time, i picked up a relatively expensive hobbie (besides volleyball and running) to enrich my life, that is collecting watches. I searched around my house and found a handful of collector's Swatch watches. Accompanied with my Casio and Seiko watches, and hopefully my mum's Rolex, I would have a decent collection, though not astounding. So if any of you feel like you no longer have use for your watch, please donate it to my collection. It would be most appreciated.

On a lower note, i was late for school for the FIRST time, Oh My God, my clean record is tarnished. Now have to see that pussy for 1 week, but i don't really mind, because I think we have build a good relationship based on respect for the other party. As long as I have a neat appearance, I'll have no fault for IT to pick on.

toi es tous je suis

2006-03-24T22:33:00.000+08:00

oh my.. i just watched SAW 2 (dont ask me how) and it is grotesque. My hairs are standing and i have goosebumps just talking about it.The movie has made me so paranoid that even when i'm showering or walking home, i will just glance behind to see if someone's tailing me. Right now, i'm checking if there's anyone behind me. Not going to talk about the movie yucks. Why am i even posting, i'll be reminded of it everytime i see my own blog. I will delete it.

2006-03-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

Been so long since i've last posted, and so many things have happened, i procrastinated and was too lazy to post about it. I probably have forgotten all the prominent events that happened in the past few weeks, but i'll try to recall.

Firstly, there was the knocking of the bird on STUDY in the hall, which inevitable led to its fall all the way down to the hall's floor, with its eye coming out on its way down. If you didnt understand that, the bird flew into the hall and sat on one of the frame on the ceiling, then the 3a bastards threw a ball at it. The bird then flew away in a wobbly fashioned towards the school's motto. We all thought it was going to sit on the D of STUDY, but it flew straight to it and came crashing to the ground. It was grotesque. Lost all appetite to continue training. We approached it and realised its eyes was detached from the socket. Therefore we made a conclusion that when it knocked the D, the eye came out. After bout 3o mins, this malay guy unknowingly stepped onto the bird, and we told him he killed the bird. He was probably so guilty that he took a few paper to pick the bird up and throw it away. On he's way out, i went to told him the bird was dead long ago and he didnt kill him. Well, he didnt care much and still wanted to clear the mess. That's that.

Alas, i forgot the rest of the things that happened in the past few weeks, so i wont continue.

Well at least the UG camp ended today at 11.00 am. It was camp low on discipline, the exact opposite of what is known and expected of the uniformed groups. Other than that, it was quite well run, and i pretty much had no qualms about it. I reflected about the camp, and realised that i spent most of my time outside of school and sitting down, a complete waste of time. Could have brought some of my hmwk to do.

Oh yah, the campfire on the second day was the most boring campfire i've attended, no doubts at all.

2006-02-12T21:09:00.000+08:00

Fuck Chinese, you will pay

2006-02-11T08:00:00.000+08:00

this is a little excerpt from a song, i think its pretty nice, edited it a bit.

I used to have a little bit of a plan
Use to
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right outta my hand
And nowI don't really even know who I am
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do
What I have to do to break free
And whatever happens to you
We'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

food poisoning and adverts

2006-02-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

How lucky am I? In the small space of between 4 weeks, I suffered food poisoning and breathing difficulties twice. Wonderful, ain't it? I think i have developed a very weak stomach or somthing of this ilk. It seems to be that everytime I consume food that are very oily, I get a very undisirable reaction, which has vomitting, diarrhea, and breathing difficulty as its product. Now how cool is that?

On an even worse note, I heard one of the most ridiculous things ever during the public speaking held at the hall. It showcased the naivity of most of the students. Now answer me, how can adverts be USELESS and misleading? Misleading, i can't argue with that, but USELESS? C'mon, comparitively, about 90% of the population is most useless than adverts. Why? For the simple reason that adverts earn more money than most people do, especially you, slyvester whoever you are from whichever class in sec 3. it is an over 1 billion dollars industry worldwide and advertising provide a whole new spectrum of job, which you, slyvester whoever you are from whichever class in sec 3, will never appreciate. In case most of you..... Why do I even bother saying most of you? For all those who are of the opinion that advertistment is useless, the fact of the matter is, television companies make a profit from selling airtime between television programmes. The price for airtime can amount to hundreds of thousands in between primetime shows or hit series and dramas. Like one of the speaker said, it even went to the millions for airtime during Superbowl XXXVIIII, which is predominantly known for its halftime show. So if slyvester whoever you are from whichever class in sec 3 thinks that advertising is useless, i strongly suggest you to pay for every second you watch Channel 5, 8, U, Central, Suria, CNA, and all those free channels on TV because it is those useless adverts that is keep free channels free.

2006-01-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

It the lunar new year eve, thus i wish all a happy new year. I hope you are enjoying your new year's eve with all your family members, enjoying the happiness, and i sincerely hope your fate is not like mine. So its 10.53 pm now, and wat am i doing on new year's eve, all alone watching kungfu hustle on AXN, and my only kin is at work and celebrating new year's eve with her collegue. Thats why i wish your fate isn't as cruel as mine.

Tian Zhi once told me that whatever you do during new year's eve will be the sign of your ( how should i put it) destiny for the year ahead. And its quite true , he got hit on the head during training on new year's eve and for the rest of the year, he's been getting hit by balls. So for me, my new year will be more time to feel desolate and be alone, like i don't already have enough of that. I dare say, 70% of the time i'm alone at home, and the other 20% is in school, and maybe 1% of the remaining time is to converse with my mum.

Mr Ng has his favourite oxymoron, the lament of the fortunate, and he has been using it many a time. But tonight, its my lament of the unfortunate.

2006-01-14T01:02:00.000+08:00

i just came back from the The Black Box at the Singapore Indoor Stadium. I watched Shylock. One word, wonderful. To my own surprise, i actually understand most of it. Had to ponder over most of his lines. For those who didnt went, you missed out on a lot of things, and I won't be typing out wat it is about. For those who went, I hope it was as enriching for you as it was for me.

Anyway, after that we walked up and down the bridge for some time before deciding to go eat at Thompson Road.

After we were done with supper, back to home.

I couldn't sleep, so while lying in bed, had loads of time to ponder over many stuff. I started thinking about the four letter word, TIME. I realised what i have done over the last one year, and I actually enjoyed it. So since I can do it for one year, i will continue with it for another year and another and another. As quoted from Elizabeth Barrett Browning poem, " and, if god chooses, i shall but [continue] better after death."
From that, it went to another old saying about time, which I think most should know, "Time heals everything". Some would be shaking their head thinking, time brings more agony to one, which i believe is true. But seriously, who really thinks time heals everything. I for one, don't. Besides surface damage that can be healed like scars, i think time don't heal anything. It just makes you forget about what had happened.
Then i thought to myself, since i have decided upon that one year and a few days ago, I will stick what i thought about one year and a few days ago, and I will carry on for a few more years, not letting time make me forget.

I just read it once, and if you are not me, you won't understand it. So if you have read until here, i think you might be cursing and swearing over wasting your time reading this post.

2006-01-08T17:32:00.000+08:00

The Sec 1 orientation was over last friday, with the highlight being the campfire. Like faris said, we got to release the party animal within ourselves. HAHA. I had a great time throughout the 3 days, besides the fact that i got to skip lessons, it was an enriching experience. We really must acknowledge the amount of effort Irna and ChuYi put into this programme, and also not forgetting all the ogls, couns, teachers and the scouts and guides for the campfire. Oh ya, and not forgetting 101 for their splendid performance that included me. I was touched that they rmb me. haha.
Back to school tomorrow, and I'm proud to say that i've much of my hmwk accumulated over the past week done. Following Hari Raya would be test after test after test after test after test after test after test after test.... you get the picture.
So as for today, i was up till 2 am last night playing PSP and it started raining, and now is 5.42 pm and it still has not stopped. I am not really concern about the rain, but i think the people who will be would be LTA, as the drainage system will be put the test, the pedal to the metal. Hopefully, the drainage system islandwide will fail and massive flooding will occur, up to 1 metre high maybe, and school will have to close, and the sewage system will not fail or leak or burst or anything of that sort, and at least there not be unpleasant smell to accompany the flooding.

woofy

2005-11-03T22:57:00.000+08:00

before you even ask, yes thats me, and no, not the one on the right.
found the picture of woofy and I. Took it in 95/96, computer image editting did wonders to save the photograph. Woofy is a german sherpard, and at that time, he was bigger than me, and heavier too, even though i was fat then.

2005-10-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

Had the student leader conderence for the last 2 days. Its was a wonderful course. The first day we had the plan management held by ECA, and i personally find the highlight of that, besides learning PERT, was the CIGAR joke. Brillant. Ask anyone who went, they would say that too.
The UG organized the National Day Parade for 2006. I have full respect for all the ug representative as i believe we did the organizing at an impressive rate, and the sec 2 from npcc and sjab were wonderful ppl to work with.
The rest of day one was presentation by the couns. It allowed us to fully understand how each committee in the couns work and how we could help. oh ya, the thing question i asked during the q&a held by the discipline committee wasnt meant to be a joke.
Day 2 was quite short for me, only till lunch, which meant no LASER QUEST. ): The cca group presented the major event we were going to hold the next year, and followed by a brief insight on our own cca, mine being ncc. hopefully both my presentation wasnt bad.

On the whole, the conference was a marvellous journey for me, and indeed an inspirational one. I learnt much to being a leader through this beneficial programme. If anyone would have the opportunity to go for it next yr, i would strongly recommend.

2005-10-25T19:26:00.000+08:00

See the devil in your glance,
Since the ghetto we been friends
Forever real intelligence thats forever till the end
I peep the hatred in your eyes
And the satan in your lies
Ain't wasting my times, with these snakes in disguise
How come, when you talk its with bitter and spite
And how come, it's my fault for what you did with your life
And everytime i go to hear you play, you look away
We barely embrace, you can't even look me in my face.

2005-09-05T09:06:00.000+08:00

finally the holidays are here. but guess wat, training everyday. screwed up coach, doesnt he have a life?

went to botanic garden on saturday. the to and fro bus trip was probably longer then the time spent there. mrs joseph brought us there to study the flowers, but i doubt anyone learnt much. boring it may seem, but it was actually quite fun. i enjoy myself throughly looking at the hybrid orchid. they were so beautiful. their colouration enhanced the the grandeur of the orchid. it was then on to the coolhouse, where we were supposed to look at plants, but we were all enjoying the coolness of the place, much thanks to the air conditioners there.

then it was off to this huge plain where we played frisbee. it was fun. must do it again. oh yah, and i enjoyed seeing kenneth getting hit on the face by the frisbee after all his boasting.

we were dismissed and a group of us went to a shop called "prata house" where we had our breakfast or lunch. it wasnt that bad, neither was it good. but when you are hungry, anything goes.

the last week of school was great fun, especially teachers day. took many picture with many ppl. some i dun know. haha, but it was fun. food delight was great, we had so much food that everyone was full. we even have packets of tidbits left in our class. we tried hard to finish the rest of the food on friday, but to no avail.

oh ya, i cant wait for the next ncc programme. ( :

2005-08-22T21:33:00.000+08:00

fly for the ring,
reach for the ring,
extend for the ring
grabbed the ring,
five pull up on the ring.

my new achievement.

2005-07-31T14:16:00.000+08:00

How do I love thee?
Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to useIn my old griefs,
and with my childhood's faith
I love thee with a love I seem to love
With my lost saints, - I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! - and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

2005-07-27T20:25:00.000+08:00

haha.. i like my new quiksilver/roxy bag.. what do they call it? tote right? yah i like it alot. its now my precious. but shall i give it away. so many ppl wants it. and it will be a waste for me to just put my ncc stuff in it. such a complete waste. i was so heartbroken today to see my beautiful bag go to waste for containing ncc stuff. i shall put it to better use. but like wat? perhaps someone will have better use for it??

2005-07-17T11:28:00.000+08:00

Performance

Impossible is Nothing

2005-07-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

sorry, but taking photo isn't exactly my cup of tea.

if i dont take photos, pls understand, for i dont like to smile( but laugh i do). that doesnt count as giving attitude does it? In any case, please understand.

2005-07-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

i've being a supporter of the Lance Armstrong Foundation and its Wear Yellow, Livestrong Campaign. but as i watched the news and read the internet articles, its saddening.

The gap between the world's rich and poor has never been wider. Malnutrition, AIDS, conflict and illiteracy are a daily reality for millions.

But it isn't chance or bad luck that keeps people trapped in bitter, unrelenting poverty. It's man-made factors like a glaringly unjust global trade system, a debt burden so great that it suffocates any chance of recovery and insufficient and ineffective aid.

So please do your bid to help them. You can visit the site http://www.makepovertyhistory.org/
Please, they need our help.

2005-07-12T21:51:00.000+08:00

Everything that's good in me I owe to you

Deep inside I know you are
Never gone, never far

In my heart is where you are

Always close, everyday

Every step along the way

Even though for now we've got to say goodbye

I know you will be forever in my life

Never gone

As long as time goes on

I swear to you that you will be

Never gone

2005-07-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

how can she fall for you if you aren't there to catch her

2005-07-01T18:25:00.000+08:00

if you are reading this, do have a moment of silence in memory of John Fiedler, the voice of the ever adorable piglet in Winnie The Pooh. He brought much joy to many of us during our childhood, especially me when i was addicted to disney cartoon shows, one of which is Winnie the Pooh. Its is still one of my all time favourite cartoons.

2005-06-26T21:47:00.000+08:00

i chanced upon all my backstreet boys collection in my shelf. ALL. can you imagine the dust on them. i got their debut album from 1997. so imagine how old they are now. maybe i can make some money from them. i threw all their song into my mini, no more space in shuffle. their songs, wonderful. i think my addiction to their songs has began again. lol. but its amazing. AJ just finish rehab from drug, and new album coming "Never Gone". just got X&Y, now must save for their new album.

2005-06-05T20:40:00.000+08:00

Yellow

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.
I came along,I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called 'Yellow.'
So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all 'Yellow.
'Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

2005-06-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

I've made the most important discovery of my life. It's only in the mysterious equation of love that any logical reasons can be found. I'm only here tonight because of you. You're the only reason I am, you're all the reasons I am.

Thank you

2005-06-03T20:04:00.000+08:00

4 days of torture finally over. but ended on a high note. finally become specialist, and promoted with highest rank possible. quite proud with myself. dunno how the CLT chose the best cadets though. some of my platoon mates said i deserve to get best cadet, especially Ganesan and Sathis Kumar. Ganesan even went to ask APC why i didn't get. super joker. nvm la. proud of fathullah and Fadli (cant believe i said it) , but they made our school proud. however, not happy fadli get best cadet i didn't. everything i did was better than him. CLT cock up for sure.

In any case, i gave up my national colours for 4 torturous days of course. was it worth it? definitely. experience of a lifetime. but national colours leh. bloody hell. almost like passport to all the JCs. sian. see what vlee say about it la. at least my sacrifice was partially worth it, got 2nd sgt. with could get best cadet would be better.

to end, i really hope that yu jie would learn to listen finish what ppl would want to say before making assumption. bloody simple brain guy. use his fist to think. if he'd only learn how to listen finish ppl's sentences.

2005-05-17T18:57:00.000+08:00

sigh. i'm only 1/3 of it. somethings cant be changed. but for those things which i can change, i'll try my best to be good at it.

2005-05-11T17:45:00.000+08:00

希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

我会学着放弃你
是因为我太爱你

almost here

2005-05-05T19:01:00.000+08:00

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you?

..............................................

2005-04-10T14:13:00.000+08:00

ask y'all a question.

What do you get when you fall in love?
You get enough tears to fill an ocean
That's what you get for your devotion.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

What do you get when you give your heart?
You get it all broken up and battered
That’s what you get, a heart that’s shattered
I’ll never fall in love again
I’ll never fall in love again

so ya. thats it.

Its your love

2005-04-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

i suddenly had some kind of inspiration or something like that, and i remembered this song. i heard on a TV programme called Performing As. Anyway, the song is sang by Tim Mcgraw. old time country song.

Dancin' in the dark, middle of the night
Takin' your heart and holdin' it tight
Emotional touch, touchin' my skin
And asking you to do what you've been doin' all over again

Oh its a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all inI
just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go
It's your love it just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under,
oh it's your love

Better than I was, more than I am
And all of this happen by taking your hand
And who I am now is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together
I'm stronger than ever I'm happy and free

Oh it's a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in
If you asked me why I've changed, all I gotta do is say your sweet name
It's your love it just does something to me it sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under,
It’s your love
If you wonder about the spell I'm under
,Oh, It's your love

Oh its a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go
It's your love it just does something to me it sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under
Oh it’s your love
It's your love
It's your love
It's your love

ignorant

2005-03-28T19:32:00.001+08:00

Ignorant is the one who thinks ignorant is bliss and oblivious to true happiness.
Unrefined is the one without true etiquette and class and has an unkept hair and dilatory attitude.
Vulgar is the one who is social unacceptable.
Arrogant is the one who thinks he can out talk me.

- Gavin

Courtesy of Gavin.
It is my word and it shall thereFORe be of no contestation. At leasT not by You. Thank You.

ignorant

2005-03-28T19:32:00.000+08:00

sports

2005-03-20T18:40:00.000+08:00

omg. i need new sports equipments. i need like another $100 to get all my gear. well, i would only need $60, but i spent $40 on nike accesories. sigh. in need of money.

pizza

2005-03-15T10:55:00.000+08:00

i woke this morning at around ten, then suddenly had a craving for pizza, so i ordered a pizza from pizza hut. After like an hour, it finally came and i was like starving. guess wat i did. i placed the pizza in the oven for 3 minutes to melt it and ate it with a spoon. weird right? a bit crazy this morning. kept thinking about something i gave up long ago, past memories coming back. perhaps i'm dying....

star

2005-03-07T21:38:00.000+08:00

omg. channel five is breaking the rules. they had screened 3 great movies in 3 days - rugrats, moulin rouge and STAR WARS...

Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering

that is the famous quote by yoda ( the small little guy who speaks wisdom). The Star Wars trilogy, one of my favourite movies. but it seems many ppl mix up star wars and star trek. both are great show though. in a nutshell, star wars is mainly about 2 ppl, anakin and luke skywalker. it begins with A New Hope, the the consecutive sequel, then the prequel phantom menace and attack on the clones. star trek however, as no obvious linkage between all the movie. there is enterprise and some other. i personally watch the tv serial which shows star trek enterprise. however, most ppl would know star trek by the bald head guy, who acted as xavier in X-men.

With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censored, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably

said by the famous Captain Picard.

your song

2005-03-06T19:39:00.000+08:00

channel 5 is screening moulin rouge tonight.. cool. i have only 3 memories of it. the erotic scenes, the sad ending that led me to tears and "your song"... haha why "your song" cause i have the elton john cd which have "your song". but is the elton rendition nicer or the rod stewart one nicer ? perhaps even ewan macgregor? which one is nicer?

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

i suck

2005-03-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

wah, i just feel that i am so dumb, stupid and i suck. why, cause i talk shit. what do i mean? i cant control wat i say, something like that. then sometimes i probably don't mean it. i cant possibly take back what i said, cause it would probably be worse... and now because of this, i think it just destroyed my life, at least in bp.

at least there's something good that came out this week, we beat xin min in a friendly, probably because they got no stamina??

but then again, i must try to quickly mend wat damaged i've done...

light up my life

2005-02-27T16:27:00.000+08:00

i was playing counter strike - source, then this song came to my mine, for some particular reason. Must be...

So many nights I sit by my window
Waiting for someone to sing me her song
So many dreams I kept deep inside me
Alone in the dark but now
You've come along
You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days and fill my nights with song
Rollin' at sea, adrift on the water
Could it be finally I'm turning for home?
Finally, a chance to say hey, I love
You Never again to be all alone
You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days and fill my nights with song
You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days and fill my nights with song
It can't be wrong
When it feels so right
Cause You You light up my life

jealous

2005-02-23T20:16:00.000+08:00

I'm jealous. why? i'm not saying. I've realised jealousy and envy is a very strong feeling. It might take over your whole body and mind.

but i decided not to brood over it. why? i'm not saying too.

2005-02-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

ok, i forgot wat i was going to write, give me a moment to think....oh yah.. i remember, i believe i'm quite good at solitaire now. I've been winning for 5 times in a row today and all my score above 5000, so quite superior. then i just completed 2 minesweeper expert in 2 days, one yesterday, one today. then i also win in the neopets one... i believe if there was a solitaire or minsweeper competition, i might have a chance of winning.

fair

2005-02-21T19:59:00.000+08:00

woah, i went to the uk fair after school with the team. well, not really after school, it only opens at 6. so laze in the hall for like 2 hrs then went there. then couldn't take taxi, cause could only hold four, so i walked to the mrt station. on the way there, i had a once in a lifetime opportunity, and i didn't took it just because of a stupid traffic light... sigh.

at there, i only did on thing, took the megaDROP... omfg.. it seems like rubbish from the mrt station, it seems like no kick from the bottom, but when you are going up, its like the longest time in your life. it took like only 10 seconds, but that 10 seconds on the sits were like 1 minute, and it was really high. the feeling of 1G was good enough for the 5s, you couldn't think. Well, it cost 5 dollars, so it was quite worth it, the best part was, it went up twice.

Guess wat, shawn won a dog...

wedding singer

2005-02-19T16:12:00.000+08:00

i just found out that channel 5 will be screening one of my favourite movie, the wedding singer.. that show is sooo touching, especially the part where Robbie Hart (Adam Sandler), sings the song he written to Julia (Drew Barrymore).. Going to watch it for the 4th time. Always to love to watch adam sandler show, so funny, but this one is special, somewhat of a romnace/comedy, even better. oh yah, Adam Sandler and Drew Barrymore had worked together on a more recent romance/comedy, 50 First Date. However, i feel the wedding singer is still better, cause of the last song he sang on the plane, so touching.

i wanna make you smile
whenever you're sad
carry you around when your arthritis is bad
all I want to do
Is grow old with you

I'll get your medecine when your tummy aches
build you a fire when the furnace brakes
oh it could be so nice growing old with you

I'll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold
need you, feed you, even let u hold the remote control
Let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
put you to bed when you've had to much to drink

I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

ct week

2005-02-18T19:02:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging for long due to intense common test week. damn busy. attention solely on work and neglected some things that were urgent... I have concluded on my test and predict that i will fail 2 subjects, chinese and A maths. why? because there was more blanks then answer on my chinese paper, and a maths is set by vincent, who most likely will be setting the rest of the yr paper.
Then c boys lose to shuqun, embarassing us.. they could have a fighting chance but they blew it. stupid... some ppl are just to cocky, and their skills deprove.
Probably going to change my skin and tagboard.. quite bored with this..

i have an infatuation for sheeps.. baaa.. baaa....

yeah!!

2005-01-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

haven't blog for a long time, how to when got training everyday and tonnes of hmwk. then today played against clementi town, and against height disadvantage and adnormal's biasness, we managed to win... we were good on the first set, but i think over complacent in the second, but still win, so just need to beat another school to go into top 4. either zhenghua, shuqun (impossible), jurong west or chinese high. but we really played badly today. Only Vance was good.
monday had a test. damned. get b3 also difficult. like all out of syllabus one leh. but nvm, will try harder for next test.
Sick ah, damn bad.. coughing non- stop throughout this week, worst of all, think i passed it to valencia, fiona and marcus... so sorry.
Starting to feel the stress of 10 subjects and the rubbish inserted to me by marcus and fiona, but sometimes will get distressed by zhi hao and shawn, bunch of jokers.
studied finish 15 idioms liao, left with another 15, shall continue now.

bad mouth

2005-01-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

today screwed up my bloody public speaking, probably because i didn't prepare well enough, but its ok. Zhi Hao gave a very touching speech, followed by a solemn speech by Mr Ng, guess wat, believe it or not, i was touched to tears.. i really cried.. cause i understand wat zhi hao was saying. My dad passed away when i was one, so i really understand to see your loved one (my mum) suffering...

Circumstances Alter Cases, Carpe Diem..

Another thing that i really have to point out in this. I won't deny the fact that i'm hated by many ppl, but then again, as horrible as i may be.. i believe some have stooped to a greater low.. how you may ask? Well its easy, if you going to bad mouth someone behind his back, which pretty mean giving your friend a one- sided inaccurate opinion on the person you hate. If you are going to do that, my friend, no matter how horrible i am, you just went further than me.. Dun try to deny it, you know you have. I mean, if you dislike a person, take it to him mano a mano, face to face. If you are going to talk about someone behind his back, you have indeed gurantee yourself in the Hall of Shame.. If you dun agree on what i say, tag it on my board or comment one it.

cca orientation

2005-01-13T19:59:00.000+08:00

today again cca orientation, then the mad man call us do stupid things again, then as usual he was praising himself and all the rubbish.
I was pissed off today, so sian in the court, played such a lousy game... don't ask why i was pissed, cause i myself dun even know. Wish i could control in the court, but when playing, turned to different person. oh yah, tomorrow got public speaking, not going to prepare. Quite confident on my topic, must talk about that stupid auntie in the science block on the first floor. I will defame you, watch out. I really think there will be very little sec 1 join vball this year la. even a lot join, there isn't much height in them to bring out a great team.
one more thing, guess wat i heard about that woman, you know wat, when the sec 1 were walking passed the econs room, she came out to say "DUN JOIN VBALL".. how dare her!! such audacity, feel like slapping her face man. its not allowed to defame anther cca, must complain to mrs ee lor, that stupid chee bye face. Watch out... growing hatred..

cca orientation

2005-01-12T18:49:00.000+08:00

today ah G5 orientation. So shiok.. very proud of myself. What did i do?? NOTHING
yeah, thats rite, nothing, besides giving flyers which was a quite easy job. Must have been
the luckiest man on earth, supposed to be in the Individual field craft group, the one who was banging, but was in the toliet, so wasn't picked. phew..
the sec 1 ah, horrible man. all the malay boys ah all want to join ncc, dunno why?? probably
they think its nice to wear the no.4, but it isn't its heavy. i dare say after one months, they
would lose their enthusiasm.
oh yah, there was this little guy, his class was at the npcc booth, but he die die also want to go in to the ncc booth, then the counsillor said cannot, must be together with the class, then we had to hold him back, but he so agile, run and run about... terrible kid.
then to end of the day, there was a wonderful song, sang horribly by 2 person

i was pissed off by gavin
i was pissed off by gavin
i was pissed off by gavin
he's a jerk!

nice ya?

cca orientation

2005-01-12T18:42:00.000+08:00

today ah G5 orientation. So shiok.. very proud of myself. What did i do??

NOTHING

yeah, thats rite, nothing, besides giving flyers which was a quite easy job. Must have been

the luckiest man on earth, supposed to be in the Individual field craft group, the one who was banging, but was in the toliet, so wasn't picked. phew..

the sec 1 ah, horrible man. all the malay boys ah all want to join ncc, dunno why?? probably

they think its nice to wear the no.4, but it isn't. its so heavy. nvm, they'll soon learn about it...

i dare say after one months, theywould lose their enthusiasm.

oh yah, there was this little guy, his class was at the npcc booth, but he die die also want to go in to the ncc booth, then the counsillor said cannot, must be together with the class, then we had to hold him back, but he so agile, run and run about... terrible kid.

then to end of the day, there was a wonderful song, sang horribly by 2 person

i was pissed off by gavin
i was pissed off by gavin
i was pissed off by gavin
he's a jerk!

nice ya?